

Reality better than all the dreams…
Be like working slave in Madame Sarka’s new house
Since several years ago I hoped meet the sublime Madame Sarka and become her slave. I had recently written a text entitled "Madame Sarka, between dream and reality". This text had pleased to Madame Sarka who said me it. You can read this text on her website. I was very proud to give her satisfaction.
My decision was made: no question change one’s mind! I wanted from now on exceed the dream and know the reality of a training near Madame Sarka. I decided to come to Praha during the holidays of Easter (in czech language "Velikonocni", you will understand later why the czech translation has a big importance...). I decided, without the slightest hesitation or fear, to remain 10 days between the hands of Madame Sarka. The choice of a long length for our first meeting was fully desired. In this manner, i could only depend entirely of Madame Sarka, devoting me to her without another possibility. And whatever happens, it does not matter that it can occur, well or badly, whether that is painful or not. It was the only way to become the slave of Madame Sarka, suffering her desires and whims. I will be fully at her disposal. The ticket return was not exchangeable... Impossible to escape before the term! I will arrive Saturday April 7 and I could leave only Monday April 16. Between the two dates, Madame Sarka will be the only one to direct my life of slave. I will be obliged to undergo, suffer, obey all her orders, all her desires.
Before this date, I have had several exchanges by e-mail with Madame Sarka. Communicating with Madame Sarka is really a privilege. But it is also risky! Indeed, during these conversations, i made various mistakes and I was already convict to 300 blows of cane. Madame Sarka does not let anything pass! No mercy for a poor slave...
I discovered also a strange tradition in Czech Republic. The Easter Monday, ("Velikonocni pondeli" in Czech), the boys whip the girls so that these girls give them presents and are nice during the year. I said to Madame Sarka my surprise of a such tradition, thinking that it should be the reverse! "Poor czech girls!" i said to her. Madame Sarka, with humour, assurred me that she will restore the balance with me during the training : "It will be Velikonocni pondeli all days on your ass, slave! ". There promised...
Saturday, April 7
It is only 8 hours after my arrival into the Madame Sarka’s house that I have right to a first moment of rest. I can then start writing my first impressions in the room reserved to me throughout all this training. The first impression, it was to think that Madame Sarka is really beautiful. I was happy being in her house (an immense privilege), in her daily life. I was finally at her feet, myself which waited this moment for several years!
As planned, I arrived at the Praha’s airport around 11 a.m.. My heart beat extremely quick, but I was serene and content. No anxiety in my spirit. In the hall of the terminal, not Madame Sarka. A goddess does not wait, she makes wait! Normal... The wait was short for me, approximately 10 minutes. I see her and go to her, telling her simply: "Madame Sarka ? Dobre rano ". The adventure can then start.
The first exchanges are however difficult. Surely the emotion, but especially the barrier of the language because I do not speak english very well.. In her car, I sitted on the back seat, discovering "Radio Bonton" that Madame Sarka seems like, we arrive in her house. After a first “welcome caning”, i start quickly to work as any slave must do it. I cleaned the bathroom and the rooms. A long and difficult work, because I known that each mistake will be punished severely. This work is regularly intersected by the inspections of Madame Sarka. At the first inspection, she does not find anything. It seems i have done good work. Madame Sarka looks even a little surprised: perhaps she expected to give me a punisment very quickly. It will not be for this time. Mistakes will be found during the following inspections. Nothing of serious in fact, simply small imperfections, but for Madame Sarka all must be fautless ! No small stain or dust must remain. That is worth me 2 series of 50 blows of canes which start to mark my buttocks. I support them rather well, with the idea that i deserve them completely. If Madame Sarka has decided to double the number of blows, i would find this punishment entirely normal! I suffered, but i hoped at the same time that Madame Sarka take pleasure.
Then, I go wash the dishes. The high requirements of Madame Sarka are not all reached: badly rinsed glasses are worth me 50 additional blows of cane. Madame Sarka then decides to learn me some basics words in czech language. I had indeed brought six sheets with the principal czech words which are useful for a slave. These lessons will be repeated regularly during this training. She is an excellent teacher, with radical and effective methods: for each error or bad answer, it will be 2 strockes on my ass with her cane.
The evening, i accompany Madame Sarka at the solarium. While waiting her, I revise the few words of czech vocabulary. I thought that it could be useful. Then, we will go the shopping on the supermarket in the center of Praha. I push her caddie and make attention to all her movements. I appreciate this moment; i was at her service. By the glance or some words, we share a few moments of complicity. I was happy walking with her, or more exactly, behind her.
After having taken the meal together (she on her armchair, me on a stool...), pleasant moment which gives her the opportunity to better know me (and me to better know her), she informs me that I will go receive 50 blows moreover for two mistakes: first for answered to one of her orders by "ok", inadmissible word for a goddess like her, second for have closed a little too hard the trunk of her car at the return of the shopping.
After have massed me the ass accordling to her manner, it is my turn to massage Madame Sarka. It was a very great moment of pleasure for me. A massage rather long. I decided to make a tonic massage. When a slave give a massage for the first time, he is often shy and his massage is too soft, therefore inefficient. So, i decided to take risks and make a tonic massage. I known that it was very dangerous: if Madame Sarka did not like my massage, i will receive an awful beating. It is in theses conditions that a slave feels him at the same time useful and privileged. The skin and the body of Madame Sarka are absolutely sublimes! I thought dreaming, but it was reality. If the massage last a long time, may be it means that Madame Sarka is satisfied with my massage...
At the end of this first day, around 23 hours, I tried to make a first state of affairs into the world of Madame Sarka. I felt much pleasure to be integrated me in the daily life of Madame Sarka. I had the impression to know her for a long time. It was not totally wrong, even if it was the first time i met her ... The adaptation had been easy. It necessary to say that Madame Sarka is very clever, knowing to put in confidence her slave, even if she knows in the same time perfectly putting him at his place. I had already lived of truths moments of exchange and complicity with Madame Sarka. The second feeling was that I had received much punishment. Oh! It was not displeasing for me, because each beating was a gift offered to Madame Sarka. It was necessary to add at the punishments already described, a hundred blows among the 300 deserved before my coming.
I fell asleep very quickly on these pleasant thoughts.
Sunday, April 8
The waking up was for 9 a.m.. The day starts with a task which went become a ritual: preparation of the breakfast of Madame Sarka. Tea and coffee for Madame Sarka. I benefit from it to make arrangement and the dishes. It will be like this every morning from now on. Madame Sarka once more questions me about the czech vocabulary. After that, the time of the punishment arrives: 30 blows because i have used her towel for dry my hands yesterday evening, 20 blows for snoring this night, 30 blows for her only pleasure. I must count the blows in czech by repeating each number: no doubts, I will learn very quickly under these conditions.
The rest of the morning passed doing the housework: sweeping, dishes, floorcloth by hand and knelt. I receive some blows from time to time, without reasons, only for show me her presence. In fact, theses strockes were "friendly": i adore the presence of Madame Sarka. Then she said me to rest me in the room, but especially revise the czech words. She questions me after, tightening me some traps with humour. She is an ideal teacher, very competent and effective. This questionning worth me 50 blows of cane, that i must count obviously in czech. I continue by the cleaning of the windows. Very difficult work, work never satisfactory bcause there are always some traces.
Madame Sarka locks up me in the room when she leaves make sport. The evening, I have right to a new interrogation. I am on my knees in front of her. I make some errors which displease her. I understand that having glasses is sometimes an advantage: without glasses, i believe that i would have received slaps... As a punishment, I have approximately 20 strockes with the cane.
Monday, April 9
Madame Sarka comes awake me around 10 a.m.. I always have as much pleasure to embrace her feet, to prepare her breakfast, to take care of her comfort, to be useful for her. It is "Velikonocni pondeli"... I expect at the worst. Madame wants certainly enjoy herself today.
I wash boots full of ground and the veranda. There is always something to wash with Madame Sarka... She complicates the situation and stimules me in my work with her cane whereas I am on four legs. Madame Sarka is a Goddess
After the lunch, Madame Sarka says me that she leaves for two hours. She locks up me in my room. At the program: rest, write the development since the beginning, revise the czech vocabulary. It will be traditional for me.
At her return, I will wash the frames of the doors and windows. Imperfections are found. Tariff: 50 blows of cane which I count as usual in czech. Finally, the 50 announced blows are transformed in more than 50 blows with Madame Sarka. Because there is a ritual for the punishments. Madame Sarka asks to drop off the trousers and to kneel in position to receive the cane on the buttocks. Then I must count in lound voice each blow in czech. Then Madame Sarka passes at the extras “made Madame Sarka”. She adds a variable number of blows (between 10 and 50 according the circumstances), blows more harsh and more rapids. While I thank her embracing her feet, she concludes giving me still last strockes... In fact, 50 announced blows wanted say between 80 and 100 blows with Madame Sarka but i must say that i like this punishment very much and she know it.
The end of the day is far for me. I must make a massage of the feet of Madame Sarka. A long and delicious massage. She takes pleasure, which charms me... At the end, she pronounces the following word: "super". I am at the paradise. The best reward for me! New exam of czech words. It becomes complicated with new words and beginnings of sentences. Madame Sarka is radiant and resplendent, with much humour. We speak a little about Czech Republic, the country and its history. It is for these privileged moments that it is good to be on the Madame Sarka’s feet. Indescribable moments of pure happiness. But the best moments are finished: the time from punishment comes now. 50 announced blows of cane. We know that it means more strockes. And the blows will be more violent than usually. It is my turn to make humour: i ask to her if theses strokes are special blows for "Velikononci pondeli", to avenge the poor czech girls ... Madame Sarka smiles. She is divine... When Madame Sarka smiles, it is like a reward for me. I go sleep the buttocks painful and marked, but i am fully happy. “Velikonocni pondeli” with Madame Sarka will stay a good remenber for me.
Tuesday, April 10
This day will take place in the city of Praha. We leave around 11 a.m. and return only around 7 p.m.. We turn initially around the Wenceslas place in the search of a place for park the car. But it is a failure. So we set off again towards the periphery. We finally go out of the car. It will be for a long wait. Madame Sarka says to me what we make here. She must make again her papers for her car which were stolen a few days ago from her car. Welcome in the "kafkaien" hell of the czech administration... Very long waits for all the day... For example, it will be necessary to wait 4 hours for an administrative act of only 3 minutes. I explain to Madame Sarka the meaning that we give at the adjective "kafkaien". She smiles again.
We will walk in Praha. I follow and serves her accurately. She makes some purchases, visits several shops. I carry her packages: it is my role. We will eat in a chinese restaurant and we spend a very pleasant moment. She choose for me the meal. To eat opposite Madame Sarka is a dream for me. I enjoy the meal and the moment. She buys also a delicious delicacy for me: from the hand of Madame Sarka, it is even more delicious. These few hours spent in Praha are moments of complicity. The words and the glances of Madame Sarka are like gifts. For her, i will do anything!
At the return to the house, Madame Sarka is tired and with bad mood. She gives me 100 blows of cane. A true correction: harsh and quick blows. I must count quickly. Madame Sarka reproaches me to count too slowly. Very hard to count quickly in czech! She starts again the blows from 70 to 79: she wants learn counting and pronouncing better. Then comes the usual burst of strockes. It is clear: she lets off steam on my poor ass. In spite of the pain, I am proud to have been used for remove her bad mood and stress. In this way, i am useful for Madame Sarka.
The relaxation programme of Madame Sarka continues with a long massage on her bed. She needs it after her hard day. Madame Sarka seems appreciate my massage even if sometimes my massage is a little too tonic.
This evening I go eat alone in my room, and not sat on the stool beside her. I feel her will to mark a distance after a day spent with her in Praha. The severity of the correction and the meal alone in the room prove it. My education continues...
This day ends with new questions about czech vocabulary. I manage rather well in my answers, but of course not enough in accordance with her taste. Madame Sarka is really very demanding. But only the goddesses are very demanding. I will have 25 blows for that, and 25 other for Madame Loreen whom she has just had on the telephone. But during the extras, the cane breaks. It will be 30 blows moreover for the penalty, of course with another cane ...
The end of the evening is also organized according a ritual. I go in the bathroom brush the teeth and wash the face, then I return to embrace her feet wishing her a very good night. Then I go up in my room and i wait that Madame Sarka closes the door with the key.
Wednesday, April 11
Madame Sarka needs surely some rest after the stressful day, yesterday. So I can sleep more this morning while i wait that she comes release me in my room. This morning, i am this time locked up... outside... with a work. I must make a stone heap which will be used for flowers. Madame Sarka is not satisfied with my work. I receive immediately 50 painful strockes of cane. She again leaves for made her new nails. I remain in my room with for task learn new sheets of czech vocabulary. Bad news... The words are difficults and i am tired and during these several hours I rest more than I revise.
When Madame Sarka is back, she has superb black and red nails. She is not alone, but accompanied by an adorable little dog called Shaggy. I go finish outside the work for future flowers.
Then we leave in Prague to visit some shops. She has an appointment with Madame Nicole in a restaurant. She parks and drive perfectly her car. A very good driver, yes, no doubt Madame Sarka and Madame Nicole speak, joke, have fun and laugh. I regret not understanding and speaking czech. They are radiant and beautiful. They are formidable girls! Madame Nicole really appears me like very nice and pleasant. They eat while I look them. Madame Sarka orders me to finish her plate, but I do not have appetite because i had big very good meal in her house. She cook it alone and she is very good cooker. I do not finish the plate, which displeases to Madame Sarka. She announces that i will have 80 blows this evening. We bring back Madame Nicole at her home and i open the door of the car for her. She appreciates. We exchange smiles. Madame Nicole is really sublime. To have meeting her was a good reward. Thank you very much, Madame Sarka.
When we return at home, after some domestic tasks and the service of Madame Sarka, I receive the 80 promised blows with the cane. The things become complicated since a second cane breaks on my buttocks. Consequently, she adds 20 strockes of them. I say her that i am proud to have broken these two canes. It is like a medal for me: "I have broken canes of the famous Madame Sarka! " i say. Madame Sarka smiles, pretening to be annoyed. In fact, it would be more exact to say than it is Madame Sarka who deserves the medal: she breaks without pity canes on the ass of poor slaves ...
Before going to bed, Madame Sarka says me that tomorrow we will make a movie and photos. The subject of the movie will be very simple: "hard vyprask" she says, i.e. hard spanking... I say to her that I will be ready, even if there is a condition: "if you are enough canes". Madame Sarka reacts well, with humour.
We are at the half of the training. Which firts assessment can i make? I am happy in spite of tiredness and the few painful moments. I have the buttockd truly tough and tanned. Strange feeling, but not unpleasant, because I have the impression to have given pleasure to Madame Sarka. I await impatiently the continuation. I have the impression to enter into the world of Madame Sarka. I entirely trust her.
Thursday, April 12
The waking up is earlier, as envisaged, around 8 a.m. Today, it is the movie with Madame Sarka. At the time of leaving, Madame Sarka asks to me if I am nervous. I answer her that no "I feel in safety with you, Madame Sarka, so i am not nervous". Good answer, she says while she smiles. We leave by car for a dungeon sm in the center of Praha.
The movie will last approximately five hours. It is divided in 5 parts. The start point of the story is a punishment for not sufficiently know the czech words which i must learn. She questions me and i make errors. She is very annoyed and slaps me. I confess that I have slept yesterday afternoon instead learning them. Madame Sarka becomes furious with her very disobedient slave. The correction will be terrific... The punisment take place in three parts which I will not relate here: it is preferable to see this video! I must suffer various torments with several implements in various positions. The pain will be extreme at several times. For resist, I think at the things that I said when i saw the videos with Madame Sarka. I dreamed to be here one day like slave, then no question of weakness or fear. I must stand firm and give her satisfaction. Attached on the bench, i suffer, i groaned, i cry almost. It is necessary that i resist!
Madame Sarka is like a lioness. She takes pleasure to see me suffering for her, smiling when i shout out. She transforms herself in a pitiless Amazon. I recognize some reactions that i have perceived in these preceding movies, reactions which have fascinated me. She does not want that I move in spite of the pain, that i try to avoid the strokes. She punishes me more severely for these disobediences which dislike her. She becomes furious when I cross the legs for avoid the kicks in the testicles. “Spread your leags!”, Madame Sarka orders, unhappy. I very strongly feel these intense moments in which Madame Sarka is unique: simply the best Madame on the world ! I regret not being able to see all these moments, because i feel them more than i can watch them. It delays me to watch the movie and observe attentively these divine attitudes of Madame Sarka. The movie is finished by a face-sitting, a masturbation and I must lick (and swallow) sperm on her high-boots. And i do it properly: i want her high-boots very clean!
I never will forget the warmth of her hands on my skin several times: all that gives a strong desire for growing back more and more my limits for Madame Sarka. This hand on my skin explains perhaps why I resisted at the end of the correction rather well on the bench, whereas a few minutes before I was almost at the breaking! May be Madame Sarka wanted see me crying like a little boy and a very bad pupil. But, whining is a sign of weakness. I do not have cry... Madame Sarka is content with the movie and my service. She has appreciated some of my initiatives which were not planned, as to tell that I have slept (what is false, because I will not dare to disobey in this way to a goddess, except if i am very tired…) or the sentence at the end of the movie: "with Madame Sarka, never sleeping, always learning". Maybe, this sentence will the title of the movie.
Back to the house, I eat and wash the dishes. For relaxing after theses emotions, Madame Sarka goes with me (and her dog) for a walk in the near country. It is a privileged moment and very relax: the country around Prague is very quiet. Then i make her a massage, more soft this time than the precedents, because I saw that she was tired. While she rested in her room, I washes the clothes used for the movie.
But before going to sleep, I will have right to a new punishment of 50 blows of cane to have put the hands on the hips when i listened her instructions. Punishment increaseded by about fifty others strockes. This last serie ends with a third broken cane! Madame Sarka say that the canes are not solid. I do not agree with Madame Sarka: i think that the canes are solid... Anyway, they are painful!
Friday, April 13
This morning, i was well rested after the movie. May be too well, because I have snored this night. This morning will be devoted to the housework and cleaning. I must wash again that i have washed a few days ago but it is normal because i was in Madame Sarka’s house like working slave. Work is without end in the Madame Sarka’s house. I took my rythm, my habits. Madame Sarka multiplies the inspections carefully. The inspections of Madame Sarka are moments of fear. She sees all (all that it was badly done...). She is demanding. But she does not find anything to notice as mistakes : i am proud. Madame Sarka leaves me free for organize the work with my manner "it is your system" she said. But there is an obligation of results... Results whith very highs standards. Otherwise, a beating fall on my ass.
A part of the afternoon occurs in the room, waiting the return of Madame Sarka. I benefit to this time for thinking and i account me the happiness which I have to be here. When Madame Sarka is back, I go work outside, arrange the stones in the alley, transport and arrange other stones, pull out grasses. Alone, since Madame Sarka is in Praha, these two hours in fresh air make me good. It is a little tiring work but the satisfaction is large to see Madame Sarka happy: "Super, good work", she says with a great smile.
The evening, new interrogation about czech words. It is a difficult part for me that i have studied not much. She tries to pronounce the words in my language. It is funny. Madame Sarka is relaxed. We spend a nice moment. One moreover. The punishment is varied this evening: she uses cat-o-nine tails, paddle, riding crop, and of course the famous cane (the ones which are not broken...).
Saturday, April 14
One morning more at the service of Madame Sarka. I must be attentive on the wellbeing and the comfort of Madame Sarka: her ashtray, her cigarettes, her lighter, her coffee, her tea. I must anticipe her desires, to satisfy fully her. Now, i am really in her daily life. I can not believe that, but it is reality! What does she think about me? I ask to myself this question. I would like to know the answer... After four hours of intensive housework, I have right to rest me one hour in my room. No punishment today. Why? Madame Sarka is tired? Proof of a good training (thank you, Madame Sarka) ? Buttocks in bad condition? Or does Madame Sarka wait the sm party tonight? Madame Sarka comes in the room for choose the instruments which she will use this night in the sm party. It is a moment absolutely magical, her glance is very expressive. Madame Sarka is able to transform an act without importance in a divine moment. It is that, the talent absolutely unique of Madame Sarka.
We leave for this sm party in direction of Brno around 2 p.m.. We are meeting with two other couples at the exit of Praha. We arrive at the place around 5 p.m.. The surroundings is resting. I become acquainted with other people. The conversation begins on various subjects. I am responsible for light up the cigarettes of Madame Sarka, like during all these days, in her house, at restaurant with Madame Nicole or in Praha. I must be remaining very attentive.
She authorizes me to drink several glasses of "slivovive", a delicious czech brandy, in accordance with the request of her other slave. Her slave is very likeable. I have appréciate him. Hi is a very lucky slave. “Slivovice” is very delicious. I become increasingly Czech thanks to Madame Sarka!
The evening will be however saved by Madame Sarka, when she decides to take her whip. Her personal slave is whipped in first. Others slaves beg her for a whipping. Madame Sarka has a tremendous success! It is my turn to receive her whip. I must suffer about 80 blows. I notice that I am the only to receive the whip trousers on my ankles, naked buttocks... Another sign of pride for me...
We come back around 5 hours a.m at her house. I wash the dishes before going to sleep in the bathroom. Always work for Madame Sarka, it is the main rule. If you understand that, you have understood all and you can become her working slave.
Sunday, April 15
The waking up is more later than usually, around 12 noon. It will be a long day of housewoek. Interior of the cupboards, the refrigerator. But also corridor, rooms. And dishes as soon as need. Madame Sarka comes to control and does not find faults. She seems surprised and impressed. Did she think that I was going to slacken off me after a week? No, i will work seriously until the last day!
The afternoom, we leave to make some purchases in the store of do-it-yourself located in a few kilometers. I push her caddie, following her like an obedient dog. Each word that she adresses to me is like a reward.
We come back in her house. Madame Sarka is relaxed. She asks me in evening: "Are you sure to come back at home tomorrow?”. “Yes, Madame Sarka, except if you decide to keep me ". She smiles. I know that it is not possible, but nevertheless i would like that she keeps me for the life! When Madame Sarka eat her dinner she ask me: "Are you hungry?". "A little, Madame Sarka", I answer. I do not tell that i are very hungry (even if i am well fed with Madame Sarka). “You will have only theses leftovers” she promises me, showing some pastes (almost nothing) in her plate. I eat these leftovers in her plate while she says me that it will be enough for this evening. I eat them with pleasure: it is the first time that i eat in the plate of Madame Sarka. It is a true privilege. A few minutes later, I have a copious plate. It is Madame Sarka. I can only venerate her and devote me totally for her.
We pass then at the traditional interrogation of czech words. First, she asks me to go seeking a cane, a paddle and a riding crop. I finish very quickly on my four legs, without trousers. I try to answer to her questions. Hesitations and errors are sanctioned. For finish, I receive 30 blows of riding crop and as many blows of cane and paddle which i like. Without forget the bonus at each end of serie. The bonus strockes are more numerous than usually. I think that tomorrow i will not be here. Then, I support these blows with joy, offering them in gift for Madame Sarka. I feel a wellbeing to receive beating by Madame Sarka. I forget the pain and i think at the pleasure taken by Madame Sarka.
When i go to the bed, i realize that it is the first day that i did not have period of rest since the morning.
Monday, April 16
It is the last half-day on the service of Madame Sarka. It will be a traditional day: housework, dishes. I am happy with a precise fact which I feared much. I did not break glasses by making the dishes. In particular a large glass used by Madame Sarka for drink the wine. It seems fragile, it is difficult to wash and rinse. I succeeded in not breaking it. If I had broken it, I believe that Madame Sarka would have been very in anger. This fault, and an awful beating awaited me...
A last massage for Madame Sarka. It is always a moment of intense pleasure. I do not manage to believe that I massage the celebrate Madame Sarka. We have a small talk for speak about this training. I tell her my joy and my satisfaction. Before the departure, I have right to a "goodbye caning" of 50 blows which i aprecciated because I like hard punishment from Madame Sarka.
We leave then for the airport. In the car, we talk together about my life and (a little) about her life. It is in these moments which I realise (even more) that Madame Sarka is really a Goddess. At the airport, it is the separation. We are left and I promise her to return very soon.
Personal comments for conclude
This training will remain an unforgettable memory. May be I repeat myself, but Madame Sarka is really divine. These nine days were very short. They passed very quickly, like in a dream. But, it was the reality, not dream.
She is very good cooker, driver, teacher, Madame that she can recognize each your emotion.
Slaves are often disappointed by reality, whereas in their dreams they thought that all would be marvellous. With Madame Sarka, it is the opposite. Reality is even more beautiful than all the dreams. And even so, dreams, I had made some during these years when I wanted to meet Madame Sarka, when i watched her movies and all her superb photos.
My motto is absolutely true. Now, it takes all its meaning. Without you, Madame Sarka, my life is worthless and unworthy. It is only with you and for you that my life takes worthwile. What I want to do of my life, now i have no doubts: i want become your slave.
I promise you that I will return at your service like working slave, Madame Sarka. For more than 9 days. I beg you to accept me in your world. And a day, I will write the report in czech language... With the best teacher, all is possible!
Unworthy and worthless life without You, worthwhile life only with You, Madame Sarka. With you, the reality is better than all the dreams.
Your devoted slave blbecek
My decision was made: no question change one’s mind! I wanted from now on exceed the dream and know the reality of a training near Madame Sarka. I decided to come to Praha during the holidays of Easter (in czech language "Velikonocni", you will understand later why the czech translation has a big importance...). I decided, without the slightest hesitation or fear, to remain 10 days between the hands of Madame Sarka. The choice of a long length for our first meeting was fully desired. In this manner, i could only depend entirely of Madame Sarka, devoting me to her without another possibility. And whatever happens, it does not matter that it can occur, well or badly, whether that is painful or not. It was the only way to become the slave of Madame Sarka, suffering her desires and whims. I will be fully at her disposal. The ticket return was not exchangeable... Impossible to escape before the term! I will arrive Saturday April 7 and I could leave only Monday April 16. Between the two dates, Madame Sarka will be the only one to direct my life of slave. I will be obliged to undergo, suffer, obey all her orders, all her desires.
Before this date, I have had several exchanges by e-mail with Madame Sarka. Communicating with Madame Sarka is really a privilege. But it is also risky! Indeed, during these conversations, i made various mistakes and I was already convict to 300 blows of cane. Madame Sarka does not let anything pass! No mercy for a poor slave...
I discovered also a strange tradition in Czech Republic. The Easter Monday, ("Velikonocni pondeli" in Czech), the boys whip the girls so that these girls give them presents and are nice during the year. I said to Madame Sarka my surprise of a such tradition, thinking that it should be the reverse! "Poor czech girls!" i said to her. Madame Sarka, with humour, assurred me that she will restore the balance with me during the training : "It will be Velikonocni pondeli all days on your ass, slave! ". There promised...
Saturday, April 7
It is only 8 hours after my arrival into the Madame Sarka’s house that I have right to a first moment of rest. I can then start writing my first impressions in the room reserved to me throughout all this training. The first impression, it was to think that Madame Sarka is really beautiful. I was happy being in her house (an immense privilege), in her daily life. I was finally at her feet, myself which waited this moment for several years!
As planned, I arrived at the Praha’s airport around 11 a.m.. My heart beat extremely quick, but I was serene and content. No anxiety in my spirit. In the hall of the terminal, not Madame Sarka. A goddess does not wait, she makes wait! Normal... The wait was short for me, approximately 10 minutes. I see her and go to her, telling her simply: "Madame Sarka ? Dobre rano ". The adventure can then start.
The first exchanges are however difficult. Surely the emotion, but especially the barrier of the language because I do not speak english very well.. In her car, I sitted on the back seat, discovering "Radio Bonton" that Madame Sarka seems like, we arrive in her house. After a first “welcome caning”, i start quickly to work as any slave must do it. I cleaned the bathroom and the rooms. A long and difficult work, because I known that each mistake will be punished severely. This work is regularly intersected by the inspections of Madame Sarka. At the first inspection, she does not find anything. It seems i have done good work. Madame Sarka looks even a little surprised: perhaps she expected to give me a punisment very quickly. It will not be for this time. Mistakes will be found during the following inspections. Nothing of serious in fact, simply small imperfections, but for Madame Sarka all must be fautless ! No small stain or dust must remain. That is worth me 2 series of 50 blows of canes which start to mark my buttocks. I support them rather well, with the idea that i deserve them completely. If Madame Sarka has decided to double the number of blows, i would find this punishment entirely normal! I suffered, but i hoped at the same time that Madame Sarka take pleasure.
Then, I go wash the dishes. The high requirements of Madame Sarka are not all reached: badly rinsed glasses are worth me 50 additional blows of cane. Madame Sarka then decides to learn me some basics words in czech language. I had indeed brought six sheets with the principal czech words which are useful for a slave. These lessons will be repeated regularly during this training. She is an excellent teacher, with radical and effective methods: for each error or bad answer, it will be 2 strockes on my ass with her cane.
The evening, i accompany Madame Sarka at the solarium. While waiting her, I revise the few words of czech vocabulary. I thought that it could be useful. Then, we will go the shopping on the supermarket in the center of Praha. I push her caddie and make attention to all her movements. I appreciate this moment; i was at her service. By the glance or some words, we share a few moments of complicity. I was happy walking with her, or more exactly, behind her.
After having taken the meal together (she on her armchair, me on a stool...), pleasant moment which gives her the opportunity to better know me (and me to better know her), she informs me that I will go receive 50 blows moreover for two mistakes: first for answered to one of her orders by "ok", inadmissible word for a goddess like her, second for have closed a little too hard the trunk of her car at the return of the shopping.
After have massed me the ass accordling to her manner, it is my turn to massage Madame Sarka. It was a very great moment of pleasure for me. A massage rather long. I decided to make a tonic massage. When a slave give a massage for the first time, he is often shy and his massage is too soft, therefore inefficient. So, i decided to take risks and make a tonic massage. I known that it was very dangerous: if Madame Sarka did not like my massage, i will receive an awful beating. It is in theses conditions that a slave feels him at the same time useful and privileged. The skin and the body of Madame Sarka are absolutely sublimes! I thought dreaming, but it was reality. If the massage last a long time, may be it means that Madame Sarka is satisfied with my massage...
At the end of this first day, around 23 hours, I tried to make a first state of affairs into the world of Madame Sarka. I felt much pleasure to be integrated me in the daily life of Madame Sarka. I had the impression to know her for a long time. It was not totally wrong, even if it was the first time i met her ... The adaptation had been easy. It necessary to say that Madame Sarka is very clever, knowing to put in confidence her slave, even if she knows in the same time perfectly putting him at his place. I had already lived of truths moments of exchange and complicity with Madame Sarka. The second feeling was that I had received much punishment. Oh! It was not displeasing for me, because each beating was a gift offered to Madame Sarka. It was necessary to add at the punishments already described, a hundred blows among the 300 deserved before my coming.
I fell asleep very quickly on these pleasant thoughts.
Sunday, April 8
The waking up was for 9 a.m.. The day starts with a task which went become a ritual: preparation of the breakfast of Madame Sarka. Tea and coffee for Madame Sarka. I benefit from it to make arrangement and the dishes. It will be like this every morning from now on. Madame Sarka once more questions me about the czech vocabulary. After that, the time of the punishment arrives: 30 blows because i have used her towel for dry my hands yesterday evening, 20 blows for snoring this night, 30 blows for her only pleasure. I must count the blows in czech by repeating each number: no doubts, I will learn very quickly under these conditions.
The rest of the morning passed doing the housework: sweeping, dishes, floorcloth by hand and knelt. I receive some blows from time to time, without reasons, only for show me her presence. In fact, theses strockes were "friendly": i adore the presence of Madame Sarka. Then she said me to rest me in the room, but especially revise the czech words. She questions me after, tightening me some traps with humour. She is an ideal teacher, very competent and effective. This questionning worth me 50 blows of cane, that i must count obviously in czech. I continue by the cleaning of the windows. Very difficult work, work never satisfactory bcause there are always some traces.
Madame Sarka locks up me in the room when she leaves make sport. The evening, I have right to a new interrogation. I am on my knees in front of her. I make some errors which displease her. I understand that having glasses is sometimes an advantage: without glasses, i believe that i would have received slaps... As a punishment, I have approximately 20 strockes with the cane.
Monday, April 9
Madame Sarka comes awake me around 10 a.m.. I always have as much pleasure to embrace her feet, to prepare her breakfast, to take care of her comfort, to be useful for her. It is "Velikonocni pondeli"... I expect at the worst. Madame wants certainly enjoy herself today.
I wash boots full of ground and the veranda. There is always something to wash with Madame Sarka... She complicates the situation and stimules me in my work with her cane whereas I am on four legs. Madame Sarka is a Goddess
After the lunch, Madame Sarka says me that she leaves for two hours. She locks up me in my room. At the program: rest, write the development since the beginning, revise the czech vocabulary. It will be traditional for me.
At her return, I will wash the frames of the doors and windows. Imperfections are found. Tariff: 50 blows of cane which I count as usual in czech. Finally, the 50 announced blows are transformed in more than 50 blows with Madame Sarka. Because there is a ritual for the punishments. Madame Sarka asks to drop off the trousers and to kneel in position to receive the cane on the buttocks. Then I must count in lound voice each blow in czech. Then Madame Sarka passes at the extras “made Madame Sarka”. She adds a variable number of blows (between 10 and 50 according the circumstances), blows more harsh and more rapids. While I thank her embracing her feet, she concludes giving me still last strockes... In fact, 50 announced blows wanted say between 80 and 100 blows with Madame Sarka but i must say that i like this punishment very much and she know it.
The end of the day is far for me. I must make a massage of the feet of Madame Sarka. A long and delicious massage. She takes pleasure, which charms me... At the end, she pronounces the following word: "super". I am at the paradise. The best reward for me! New exam of czech words. It becomes complicated with new words and beginnings of sentences. Madame Sarka is radiant and resplendent, with much humour. We speak a little about Czech Republic, the country and its history. It is for these privileged moments that it is good to be on the Madame Sarka’s feet. Indescribable moments of pure happiness. But the best moments are finished: the time from punishment comes now. 50 announced blows of cane. We know that it means more strockes. And the blows will be more violent than usually. It is my turn to make humour: i ask to her if theses strokes are special blows for "Velikononci pondeli", to avenge the poor czech girls ... Madame Sarka smiles. She is divine... When Madame Sarka smiles, it is like a reward for me. I go sleep the buttocks painful and marked, but i am fully happy. “Velikonocni pondeli” with Madame Sarka will stay a good remenber for me.
Tuesday, April 10
This day will take place in the city of Praha. We leave around 11 a.m. and return only around 7 p.m.. We turn initially around the Wenceslas place in the search of a place for park the car. But it is a failure. So we set off again towards the periphery. We finally go out of the car. It will be for a long wait. Madame Sarka says to me what we make here. She must make again her papers for her car which were stolen a few days ago from her car. Welcome in the "kafkaien" hell of the czech administration... Very long waits for all the day... For example, it will be necessary to wait 4 hours for an administrative act of only 3 minutes. I explain to Madame Sarka the meaning that we give at the adjective "kafkaien". She smiles again.
We will walk in Praha. I follow and serves her accurately. She makes some purchases, visits several shops. I carry her packages: it is my role. We will eat in a chinese restaurant and we spend a very pleasant moment. She choose for me the meal. To eat opposite Madame Sarka is a dream for me. I enjoy the meal and the moment. She buys also a delicious delicacy for me: from the hand of Madame Sarka, it is even more delicious. These few hours spent in Praha are moments of complicity. The words and the glances of Madame Sarka are like gifts. For her, i will do anything!
At the return to the house, Madame Sarka is tired and with bad mood. She gives me 100 blows of cane. A true correction: harsh and quick blows. I must count quickly. Madame Sarka reproaches me to count too slowly. Very hard to count quickly in czech! She starts again the blows from 70 to 79: she wants learn counting and pronouncing better. Then comes the usual burst of strockes. It is clear: she lets off steam on my poor ass. In spite of the pain, I am proud to have been used for remove her bad mood and stress. In this way, i am useful for Madame Sarka.
The relaxation programme of Madame Sarka continues with a long massage on her bed. She needs it after her hard day. Madame Sarka seems appreciate my massage even if sometimes my massage is a little too tonic.
This evening I go eat alone in my room, and not sat on the stool beside her. I feel her will to mark a distance after a day spent with her in Praha. The severity of the correction and the meal alone in the room prove it. My education continues...
This day ends with new questions about czech vocabulary. I manage rather well in my answers, but of course not enough in accordance with her taste. Madame Sarka is really very demanding. But only the goddesses are very demanding. I will have 25 blows for that, and 25 other for Madame Loreen whom she has just had on the telephone. But during the extras, the cane breaks. It will be 30 blows moreover for the penalty, of course with another cane ...
The end of the evening is also organized according a ritual. I go in the bathroom brush the teeth and wash the face, then I return to embrace her feet wishing her a very good night. Then I go up in my room and i wait that Madame Sarka closes the door with the key.
Wednesday, April 11
Madame Sarka needs surely some rest after the stressful day, yesterday. So I can sleep more this morning while i wait that she comes release me in my room. This morning, i am this time locked up... outside... with a work. I must make a stone heap which will be used for flowers. Madame Sarka is not satisfied with my work. I receive immediately 50 painful strockes of cane. She again leaves for made her new nails. I remain in my room with for task learn new sheets of czech vocabulary. Bad news... The words are difficults and i am tired and during these several hours I rest more than I revise.
When Madame Sarka is back, she has superb black and red nails. She is not alone, but accompanied by an adorable little dog called Shaggy. I go finish outside the work for future flowers.
Then we leave in Prague to visit some shops. She has an appointment with Madame Nicole in a restaurant. She parks and drive perfectly her car. A very good driver, yes, no doubt Madame Sarka and Madame Nicole speak, joke, have fun and laugh. I regret not understanding and speaking czech. They are radiant and beautiful. They are formidable girls! Madame Nicole really appears me like very nice and pleasant. They eat while I look them. Madame Sarka orders me to finish her plate, but I do not have appetite because i had big very good meal in her house. She cook it alone and she is very good cooker. I do not finish the plate, which displeases to Madame Sarka. She announces that i will have 80 blows this evening. We bring back Madame Nicole at her home and i open the door of the car for her. She appreciates. We exchange smiles. Madame Nicole is really sublime. To have meeting her was a good reward. Thank you very much, Madame Sarka.
When we return at home, after some domestic tasks and the service of Madame Sarka, I receive the 80 promised blows with the cane. The things become complicated since a second cane breaks on my buttocks. Consequently, she adds 20 strockes of them. I say her that i am proud to have broken these two canes. It is like a medal for me: "I have broken canes of the famous Madame Sarka! " i say. Madame Sarka smiles, pretening to be annoyed. In fact, it would be more exact to say than it is Madame Sarka who deserves the medal: she breaks without pity canes on the ass of poor slaves ...
Before going to bed, Madame Sarka says me that tomorrow we will make a movie and photos. The subject of the movie will be very simple: "hard vyprask" she says, i.e. hard spanking... I say to her that I will be ready, even if there is a condition: "if you are enough canes". Madame Sarka reacts well, with humour.
We are at the half of the training. Which firts assessment can i make? I am happy in spite of tiredness and the few painful moments. I have the buttockd truly tough and tanned. Strange feeling, but not unpleasant, because I have the impression to have given pleasure to Madame Sarka. I await impatiently the continuation. I have the impression to enter into the world of Madame Sarka. I entirely trust her.
Thursday, April 12
The waking up is earlier, as envisaged, around 8 a.m. Today, it is the movie with Madame Sarka. At the time of leaving, Madame Sarka asks to me if I am nervous. I answer her that no "I feel in safety with you, Madame Sarka, so i am not nervous". Good answer, she says while she smiles. We leave by car for a dungeon sm in the center of Praha.
The movie will last approximately five hours. It is divided in 5 parts. The start point of the story is a punishment for not sufficiently know the czech words which i must learn. She questions me and i make errors. She is very annoyed and slaps me. I confess that I have slept yesterday afternoon instead learning them. Madame Sarka becomes furious with her very disobedient slave. The correction will be terrific... The punisment take place in three parts which I will not relate here: it is preferable to see this video! I must suffer various torments with several implements in various positions. The pain will be extreme at several times. For resist, I think at the things that I said when i saw the videos with Madame Sarka. I dreamed to be here one day like slave, then no question of weakness or fear. I must stand firm and give her satisfaction. Attached on the bench, i suffer, i groaned, i cry almost. It is necessary that i resist!
Madame Sarka is like a lioness. She takes pleasure to see me suffering for her, smiling when i shout out. She transforms herself in a pitiless Amazon. I recognize some reactions that i have perceived in these preceding movies, reactions which have fascinated me. She does not want that I move in spite of the pain, that i try to avoid the strokes. She punishes me more severely for these disobediences which dislike her. She becomes furious when I cross the legs for avoid the kicks in the testicles. “Spread your leags!”, Madame Sarka orders, unhappy. I very strongly feel these intense moments in which Madame Sarka is unique: simply the best Madame on the world ! I regret not being able to see all these moments, because i feel them more than i can watch them. It delays me to watch the movie and observe attentively these divine attitudes of Madame Sarka. The movie is finished by a face-sitting, a masturbation and I must lick (and swallow) sperm on her high-boots. And i do it properly: i want her high-boots very clean!
I never will forget the warmth of her hands on my skin several times: all that gives a strong desire for growing back more and more my limits for Madame Sarka. This hand on my skin explains perhaps why I resisted at the end of the correction rather well on the bench, whereas a few minutes before I was almost at the breaking! May be Madame Sarka wanted see me crying like a little boy and a very bad pupil. But, whining is a sign of weakness. I do not have cry... Madame Sarka is content with the movie and my service. She has appreciated some of my initiatives which were not planned, as to tell that I have slept (what is false, because I will not dare to disobey in this way to a goddess, except if i am very tired…) or the sentence at the end of the movie: "with Madame Sarka, never sleeping, always learning". Maybe, this sentence will the title of the movie.
Back to the house, I eat and wash the dishes. For relaxing after theses emotions, Madame Sarka goes with me (and her dog) for a walk in the near country. It is a privileged moment and very relax: the country around Prague is very quiet. Then i make her a massage, more soft this time than the precedents, because I saw that she was tired. While she rested in her room, I washes the clothes used for the movie.
But before going to sleep, I will have right to a new punishment of 50 blows of cane to have put the hands on the hips when i listened her instructions. Punishment increaseded by about fifty others strockes. This last serie ends with a third broken cane! Madame Sarka say that the canes are not solid. I do not agree with Madame Sarka: i think that the canes are solid... Anyway, they are painful!
Friday, April 13
This morning, i was well rested after the movie. May be too well, because I have snored this night. This morning will be devoted to the housework and cleaning. I must wash again that i have washed a few days ago but it is normal because i was in Madame Sarka’s house like working slave. Work is without end in the Madame Sarka’s house. I took my rythm, my habits. Madame Sarka multiplies the inspections carefully. The inspections of Madame Sarka are moments of fear. She sees all (all that it was badly done...). She is demanding. But she does not find anything to notice as mistakes : i am proud. Madame Sarka leaves me free for organize the work with my manner "it is your system" she said. But there is an obligation of results... Results whith very highs standards. Otherwise, a beating fall on my ass.
A part of the afternoon occurs in the room, waiting the return of Madame Sarka. I benefit to this time for thinking and i account me the happiness which I have to be here. When Madame Sarka is back, I go work outside, arrange the stones in the alley, transport and arrange other stones, pull out grasses. Alone, since Madame Sarka is in Praha, these two hours in fresh air make me good. It is a little tiring work but the satisfaction is large to see Madame Sarka happy: "Super, good work", she says with a great smile.
The evening, new interrogation about czech words. It is a difficult part for me that i have studied not much. She tries to pronounce the words in my language. It is funny. Madame Sarka is relaxed. We spend a nice moment. One moreover. The punishment is varied this evening: she uses cat-o-nine tails, paddle, riding crop, and of course the famous cane (the ones which are not broken...).
Saturday, April 14
One morning more at the service of Madame Sarka. I must be attentive on the wellbeing and the comfort of Madame Sarka: her ashtray, her cigarettes, her lighter, her coffee, her tea. I must anticipe her desires, to satisfy fully her. Now, i am really in her daily life. I can not believe that, but it is reality! What does she think about me? I ask to myself this question. I would like to know the answer... After four hours of intensive housework, I have right to rest me one hour in my room. No punishment today. Why? Madame Sarka is tired? Proof of a good training (thank you, Madame Sarka) ? Buttocks in bad condition? Or does Madame Sarka wait the sm party tonight? Madame Sarka comes in the room for choose the instruments which she will use this night in the sm party. It is a moment absolutely magical, her glance is very expressive. Madame Sarka is able to transform an act without importance in a divine moment. It is that, the talent absolutely unique of Madame Sarka.
We leave for this sm party in direction of Brno around 2 p.m.. We are meeting with two other couples at the exit of Praha. We arrive at the place around 5 p.m.. The surroundings is resting. I become acquainted with other people. The conversation begins on various subjects. I am responsible for light up the cigarettes of Madame Sarka, like during all these days, in her house, at restaurant with Madame Nicole or in Praha. I must be remaining very attentive.
She authorizes me to drink several glasses of "slivovive", a delicious czech brandy, in accordance with the request of her other slave. Her slave is very likeable. I have appréciate him. Hi is a very lucky slave. “Slivovice” is very delicious. I become increasingly Czech thanks to Madame Sarka!
The evening will be however saved by Madame Sarka, when she decides to take her whip. Her personal slave is whipped in first. Others slaves beg her for a whipping. Madame Sarka has a tremendous success! It is my turn to receive her whip. I must suffer about 80 blows. I notice that I am the only to receive the whip trousers on my ankles, naked buttocks... Another sign of pride for me...
We come back around 5 hours a.m at her house. I wash the dishes before going to sleep in the bathroom. Always work for Madame Sarka, it is the main rule. If you understand that, you have understood all and you can become her working slave.
Sunday, April 15
The waking up is more later than usually, around 12 noon. It will be a long day of housewoek. Interior of the cupboards, the refrigerator. But also corridor, rooms. And dishes as soon as need. Madame Sarka comes to control and does not find faults. She seems surprised and impressed. Did she think that I was going to slacken off me after a week? No, i will work seriously until the last day!
The afternoom, we leave to make some purchases in the store of do-it-yourself located in a few kilometers. I push her caddie, following her like an obedient dog. Each word that she adresses to me is like a reward.
We come back in her house. Madame Sarka is relaxed. She asks me in evening: "Are you sure to come back at home tomorrow?”. “Yes, Madame Sarka, except if you decide to keep me ". She smiles. I know that it is not possible, but nevertheless i would like that she keeps me for the life! When Madame Sarka eat her dinner she ask me: "Are you hungry?". "A little, Madame Sarka", I answer. I do not tell that i are very hungry (even if i am well fed with Madame Sarka). “You will have only theses leftovers” she promises me, showing some pastes (almost nothing) in her plate. I eat these leftovers in her plate while she says me that it will be enough for this evening. I eat them with pleasure: it is the first time that i eat in the plate of Madame Sarka. It is a true privilege. A few minutes later, I have a copious plate. It is Madame Sarka. I can only venerate her and devote me totally for her.
We pass then at the traditional interrogation of czech words. First, she asks me to go seeking a cane, a paddle and a riding crop. I finish very quickly on my four legs, without trousers. I try to answer to her questions. Hesitations and errors are sanctioned. For finish, I receive 30 blows of riding crop and as many blows of cane and paddle which i like. Without forget the bonus at each end of serie. The bonus strockes are more numerous than usually. I think that tomorrow i will not be here. Then, I support these blows with joy, offering them in gift for Madame Sarka. I feel a wellbeing to receive beating by Madame Sarka. I forget the pain and i think at the pleasure taken by Madame Sarka.
When i go to the bed, i realize that it is the first day that i did not have period of rest since the morning.
Monday, April 16
It is the last half-day on the service of Madame Sarka. It will be a traditional day: housework, dishes. I am happy with a precise fact which I feared much. I did not break glasses by making the dishes. In particular a large glass used by Madame Sarka for drink the wine. It seems fragile, it is difficult to wash and rinse. I succeeded in not breaking it. If I had broken it, I believe that Madame Sarka would have been very in anger. This fault, and an awful beating awaited me...
A last massage for Madame Sarka. It is always a moment of intense pleasure. I do not manage to believe that I massage the celebrate Madame Sarka. We have a small talk for speak about this training. I tell her my joy and my satisfaction. Before the departure, I have right to a "goodbye caning" of 50 blows which i aprecciated because I like hard punishment from Madame Sarka.
We leave then for the airport. In the car, we talk together about my life and (a little) about her life. It is in these moments which I realise (even more) that Madame Sarka is really a Goddess. At the airport, it is the separation. We are left and I promise her to return very soon.
Personal comments for conclude
This training will remain an unforgettable memory. May be I repeat myself, but Madame Sarka is really divine. These nine days were very short. They passed very quickly, like in a dream. But, it was the reality, not dream.
She is very good cooker, driver, teacher, Madame that she can recognize each your emotion.
Slaves are often disappointed by reality, whereas in their dreams they thought that all would be marvellous. With Madame Sarka, it is the opposite. Reality is even more beautiful than all the dreams. And even so, dreams, I had made some during these years when I wanted to meet Madame Sarka, when i watched her movies and all her superb photos.
My motto is absolutely true. Now, it takes all its meaning. Without you, Madame Sarka, my life is worthless and unworthy. It is only with you and for you that my life takes worthwile. What I want to do of my life, now i have no doubts: i want become your slave.
I promise you that I will return at your service like working slave, Madame Sarka. For more than 9 days. I beg you to accept me in your world. And a day, I will write the report in czech language... With the best teacher, all is possible!
Unworthy and worthless life without You, worthwhile life only with You, Madame Sarka. With you, the reality is better than all the dreams.
Your devoted slave blbecek










